Hello Everyone, first off let just greet everyone with a warm and wonderful Happy New years...(For my chinese watchers, Happy Chinese new years!)

It has come to my attention that my subscription with DA will end in another 2 months or so. After that..I won't be selling any artworks here. Which sucks...because no one really bought anything from me. Except for my best friend. I also bought one as well as it was for a present for somebody who requested one with an autograph..which I was totally ecstatic about!.

Seeing the way things are going...I don't think I'll purchase another subscription. At least not until I get higher traffic here anyways. =T Even though it's a small amount to pay..still seems a bit pointless.

I absolutely apologize for not answering your messages. Apparently all I know now is how to work and make money...and then at the end of the day, I'm just so glad to be home and away from all the craziness of work. Please don't get offended as I'm VERY sorry and hopes that I will be forgiven. To became friends with some of you has been a pleasure and honor as I don't get many people here in NY to be accepting of who you REALLY are on the inside. All they know how to accept is the dollar sign. I really do wish to keep in touch of those that cares after DA as I know that I will be showing up here even less.

Here's some of my contacts.

Myspace: [link] (I think) If that doesn't work, go to search, and put in my DISPLAY NAME as "Beautiful Intelligence".

-Aim: xPurpleStarLovex

-AOL: Paradoxicaldream

-MSN: Beautiful.Intelligence@hotmail.com

I'd love to chat with some of you in real-time.

In OTHER news/updates, I've finally turned 21! Yay! I'm totally on my way to raging alcoholism! whoo hoo! ahhaha...

I've quit smoking. Okay...so I haven't really totally quit yet...I still smoke one or two,..here and there. But I haven't had the urge (which is the utmost important thing). Then the rest will eventually follow. So it seems...that my plans for a better me is somewhat undergoing it's course. I've said for a while that I was going to quit smoking..and now I have. Then I've also said that I was going to lose weight after i quit smoking...well my Treadmill arrives in one day..and thats when I'll start on my exercising regimen. I'll let you guys know how my weight loss will be...IF i'll lose any that is...=T Cross your fingers! hehe...

No love still...apparently...no one in my area is actually worthy of my presence nor time spent. ahhaha..I know I know, that sounds disgustingly arrogant and snobbish...and I hate to use those words,but unfortunately, there just aren't any other way to describe the people here. Maybe I should move to places where people aren't so fake..*sigh*...

Thank you all for listening. If I continue talking about my non-existant love life, I think i'll begin to feel depressed all over again...With love to all! take care!

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